; out of the blue


okay. i guess i can't deny there's something between us after the holding hands, hugging, cuddling, kissing and basically your average couple thingy.

or is there?

is it only a one day thing, or do i want more?

i'm so reluctant to commit myself now after an abusive relationship. and i think he is too. he just doesn't realise that fact yet.

when he asked me who i was talking to on the phone, who i was texting, i felt stressed out. like, it was with s all over again. and i imagine myself going crazy over him getting numbers from other girls and things like that.

i don't want to go through all those again. jealousy, hurt. it's tiring.

but at the same time, being held, and wanted, kissed and protected felt good.

really good.
posted by joviee @ 2:15:00 AM

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; out of the blue


okay. i guess i can't deny there's something between us after the holding hands, hugging, cuddling, kissing and basically your average couple thingy.

or is there?

is it only a one day thing, or do i want more?

i'm so reluctant to commit myself now after an abusive relationship. and i think he is too. he just doesn't realise that fact yet.

when he asked me who i was talking to on the phone, who i was texting, i felt stressed out. like, it was with s all over again. and i imagine myself going crazy over him getting numbers from other girls and things like that.

i don't want to go through all those again. jealousy, hurt. it's tiring.

but at the same time, being held, and wanted, kissed and protected felt good.

really good.
posted by joviee @ 2:15:00 AM

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