Wednesday, May 03, 2006
May 03, 2006
Happy Pills
Fluoxetine - medicine used for dealing with depression, bulimia, obsessive - compulsive disorder and other illnesses.
I took my first dosage along with the anxiety-relief medication an hour ago.
Maybe it takes time, but it doesn't seem to be working. I forgot to ask the doctor about the side-effects. ):
The immune system is down. Vomitting thrice today. Crying jags after crying jags.
I'm really worn out.
I've got so many questions I want answered.
Pointless questions.
Whether there really is a new girl.
Whether he'll keep his promise of not having a relationship until graduation.
So what if I know?
I can't do anything about it.
But being kept in the dark leaves room for imagination and guesswork, which I'm really tired of but can't help going through every single moment.
The weekend ahead looks bleak.
Doctor's recommendation: Activities.
Wanwin's recommendation: Looking at cute guys.
Arun's recommendation: Drinking somewhere.
Josh's recommendation: Paul Oakenfold's at Zouk.
Alwin's recommendation: MOS.
I know I should really get out of the house and keep myself occupied but I don't feel up for anything at all. The only thing I really feel like doing is meeting him.
It'll be two weeks soon. ):
posted by joviee @ 10:32:00 PM