Wednesday, May 03, 2006
May 03, 2006
Things aren't always as easy we like them to be.
Lit was a self-study period today.
I couldn't help thinking of what had been, and what it is now.
His tolerance of me has waned.. to the extent of blocking me like he did a particular ex-girlfriend. I imagine him on the phone with his new love interest last night, showering the attention and affection he once did upon me.
Somehow, Natalie's (another ex gf) advice keeps reiterating in my head.
She said she wasn't going to badmouth him, but neither did she feel an obligation to praise and compliment him.
"Keep a close eye on him. Watch him carefully."
Also, her last words to him, "Don't say you'll never hurt her Darling. We've all heard that before."
After he broke her heart, Nat also went through a similar stage of recalling what the girls before her said. I can't remember them for sure, but they were nothing positive.
I thought perhaps I would be different. He seemed too crazy in love to ever hurt me.
I was wrong.
Nobody expected this change of events.
It came too fast, too hard.
posted by joviee @ 9:17:00 AM