Wednesday, May 17, 2006
; in this life
i don't know what to say. it's evident what went on, from the tagboard.
i'm at a loss. really i am. i just realised he's been lying to me. and it's disconcerting. i never thought he would. everything he told me, i believed 100%. now i feel cheated. hurt. like the whole relationship never happened. it was all in my head.
i was reading our blog. it seemed so. i don't know. sincere. heartfelt. is it possible that they're nothing but a pack of lies, a web of deception? can anyone be that good an actor?
for what it's worth, from the time we broke up when you started school to april 30 when you told me it was over cos i didn't pick up your calls, i haven't been flirting. i kept to my promise, to reserve myself for you. i'm sorry and disappointed you didn't, but at least i found out now. thank you for letting me know. it's a wake up call.
posted by joviee @ 12:43:00 AM