Wednesday, May 17, 2006
; the end
well. the posts he blogged months ago sums up everything i feel, and have to say right now. i don't deny that up till this moment, i was hoping for a reconcilation eventually. be it a month, two months or six. i hoped that waiting would pay off and we would get back together.
but i just realised it's impossible. firstly because of what has happened in the past. secondly because of what might have happened this period of time we're apart. i thought i was strong, that i loved him deep enough to forget and forgive anything he might have done. any girl that might have crossed his life. now i know i'm not. i can't accept the fact that he might have another girl, whether he loved her or it was just a physical thing. and lastly, because of him. he is a changed person. not the one i loved. i loved him, but i don't know the person he is now and how can i claim to love him still?
i must just remember that the past is gone, and that the person who loved me and i loved back doesn't exist.
it's over, over.
this will be the last entry about him.
2am and it'll be a fresh new start.
posted by joviee @ 1:44:00 AM