Tuesday, May 09, 2006
9th May, 2006
while i'm suffering in silence, in such immense pain, are you out there having fun with your friends? are you out dating another girl?
everytime i think of you, all the times i cry because of you, is there another pretty face you have on your mind?
i don't begrudge you for being happy. it's everyone's right. but it hurts terribly just the same.
i want to see you so badly. to wait for you outside your house. but i know i wouldn't know what to say when i do see you. and i know you'll just chase me away. worst, you might be holding the hand of another girl, both of you flushed and happy, waiting to enter home sweet home.
but i won't bother you with my pain. it'll be my entirely my own. that's what i told you i'll try to do, to leave you alone, because that's what you want, and it's all i can do for you now.
posted by joviee @ 7:25:00 PM