Friday, May 26, 2006
26th May, 2006
jh asked me today,
will you ever let anyone into you life ever again?
are you ready for a relationship?
the thing is, i dont' know.
i yearn, i crave for the intimacy and sweetness only a relationship can bring. when we were holding hands, lying on his shoulder i could feel his warmth despite the fact tt his hands were freezing cold.
but at the same time,
i'm afraid. i now have a phobia of relationships. i don't wanna lose my freedom. my friends, my life tt i've fought so hard to get back. also, i guess i'm terrified of getting hurt again.
i swear to myself, il never let anyone else ever say "i own jovina" again.
nobody shall own me.
i want love in my life, but not at the expense of friendships, freedom.
posted by joviee @ 4:37:00 AM